I've been deceived by the clown inside of me. I thought that he was righteous but he's vain. Bob Dylan.

storm fleet

Surrounded by undiscribed beauty

 along the hidden hours

 precious grace of a silent moment.

 I rescue what i have 

right now.

 Develop the christ i am aiming for

 courageous steps

 contrast of a memory

 no ones watching you can let go

 of a lie of a sudden sight 

 were safe in the unknown 

 calmness has found home.

 eventhough i miss you still… i wish i was honest

 i wish i could replace you

 quiet the doubt and keep going  ...